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Wednesday, July 30th, 2003
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Today I went to see Pirates of the Caribbean. It's pretty good. I don't like Keira Knightly or whatever her name is... so it wasn't as good as it should've been. I could name off about 6 different actresses that would have done 10 times better than her... but whatever. I don't look like the casting director, so I won't name them off. Umm... I got my paycheck. It's $113.86. Sucky thing about it is that I didn't get to cash it cause the bank closes at 3:30 and that's the exact time the movie was over (and we had to get my paycheck after we got the movie). Ummm... I'm kinda glad we didn't bring Brett to the movie. I probably would have ripped out my hair if I spent another day with him. Ummm... Brandon got a job at McDonalds. *snort* I hope he doesn't have to work while I do, but I know he will. He's going to try and only work Cash Register. I'm sorry Brandon, but they don't let boys work cash register... Let alone boys that like to hit/threaten people that even give them the slightest look they don't like. I wouldn't want to eat food that he's fixed either. He wairs weave in his hair (and tries to claim it's real hair)... And weave falls out all over the place. *sick* Tomorrow's the first day of school, but it's only a "half day". We stay till 8:45. Bus riders at least. I'm going to have to ride the bus too... Eugh... I want to buy a new movie. My mom wants Daredevil, but I could care less for that movie. I want something that I want to see. I'm thinking about just flat out asking to go to walmart to get something and I'll use a fucking check. I don't care how many people behind me it inconveniences. Heh. But I might as well pay at the register over where the DVD's are so that way there isn't anyone behind me. I hate having people giving me these looks like "Come the fuck on, I have places to be you asshole." just because I'm holding the line up for some reason.
AHHH... LMAO! We got 3 new movies. Actually I got 3 new movies cause I shelled out the 40 something dollars for it. LOL. We got Daredevil (I've seen better...), A Walk To Remember, and Simply Irrisistable. I've already seen A Walk To Remember... But my mom wants to see it. I was tempted to either get Phone Booth or Gangs of New York, but I decided not to. :-( Oh well. Ummm.... I can't think of anything else to say. Brett was at Wal-Mart and he saw me. He took it upon himself to suddenly follow me around, talking endlessly. I can' take being around someone for like more than 2 days before I get sick of them. That's my problem. Oh well. My mom's really starting to piss me off lately also. I want to beat her fucking skull in. Gah.
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LOL. A lot's happened in the past few days. Obviously I had to work which was bleh... Friday after work I went to McDonalds and ate dinner with Brett and his rents before going back to his house. We played at the kids he baby sits's house to play with them (gah...). Then Saturday after work me and my rents along with Brett went to Cool Springs and did some clothing shopping. I got SEVERAL new pairs of pants and a few new shirts. I also got some new FILA tennis shoes. Hmm... Then we ate at 5 and Diner. It's this REALLY cool/good 50's based restaurant. Hmmm.... Then today I went with Brett and his dad to the Ebert's corn roast. Bruce got me one of the shirts. It says "Blue Buck Farms 2003 Corn Roast; Because brocolli sucks and peas won't stick to the damn knife." LOL. Me and Brett went on a hay ride while babysitting these two kids Beady and Emmy. Then when we came back, Monic (mo-neek) and Amber were there and wanted to go on a hay ride, so we went with them. Then we ate and went down to the creek and played around for a while. Hmmm... Then we went on yet ANOTHER hay ride before leaving. Over all we spent 5 hours there. Then we went back to Brett's house, unpacked the car, had Brett change into dry clothes, took me to my house to change to dry clothes, and then we went back to Brett's house. We WERE going to go to Andrew's grandmother's house, but Jery said that he'd go over there to spend the night after they dropped me off. ::sigh:: Too bad they won't come over to my house. Maybe they will. LOL. Hopefully. Hmmm... Oh yeah. Before the corn roast, my mom took me to walmart to get hangers and bug repellant... And begged me to look at the DVD's.... She was wanting the Daredevil dvd, but they didn't have it. Anyway, so we're looking at used dvd's and I'm staring straight at this one. I was looking at the middle person too... I thought to myself "Hmm... that looks like David on Lost Boys..." so I looked at the other people on the case and said "LOST BOYS!!!!!" LOL People started looking at me funny. Gee I wonder why. LOL I got my mom to buy it so I can pay her back. It was only $8.88.... So oh well. LOL. I HAVE LOST BOYS ON DVD!!! YAY!!! NO COMMERCIAL BREAKS!!! I don't have to work tomorrow thank god. But I really should be reading my summer reading books. The first FULL day of school is next monday.. And I'm not even HALFWAY through with the first book. Oh well. Hmm... I can't think of anything else to say.
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Thursday, July 24th, 2003
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TFB has become a very unruly place. I've grown to really hate it in the last few days. Normally I leave without mentioning it because I've forgotten to go to it or got too lazy to go until I finally ignore it completely. But I think I'm going to leave it purposely. Simply for how aweful it's become lately. I hate TFB. That's the only simple way to put it. They definitely shouldn't have gotten all the new mods. They're part of the problem I believe. TFB is no longer fun and we have assholes trying to controll us to their liking. They say they delete threads because it's breaking some rule or other, when in reality they delete threads because they don't like what it's about or someone argued with them or they don't like the person who posted it. Lately it's a matter of who you know for what you can get away with. If you're buddy buddy with Anja (and I hate to be saying this, cause I like Anja, but it's true) then you're threads don't get deleted, she lets you spam, and she'll delete stuff for you if you don't like it. It's the same way with Harrie. I don't really know the other mods too well though. I just know that I don't like TFB anymore and I don't want to go back. I tried going back but I got this feeling of extreme hate looking through a few of the posts. I won't be missed by many. After all I'm pretty mean to most of the newbies, but oh well. I'd predict roughly 30 people would miss me or not want me to go. I don't think I even want to go there to post a "I'm leaving" thread. Hell, what's the use? It'll be counted as either a spamming thread or "I'm bored" type thread. Or it'll just be deleted become some random mod doesn't like me. I still want to keep in contact with some of my friends on TFB, so I guess I'll stay on long enough to PM them and ask if they have MSN or AIM so I can still talk to them. Eh... Off that subject. Right now I'm coloring my hair.  It'll HOPEFULLY be just around the same shade as Sarah Michelle Gellar's hair in Cruel Intentions. We did a test strand last night, and it was pretty damn close! But that was only a small strand as compared to the whole thing. I'm sure I'll like it though. And if I don't, then the next time I dye it, I'll dye it a different color. I tryed to convince my mom to let me go black while we were in the store, but she refused.  Oh well. I can always opt for black later on... You know... Keep going darker and darker till I finally get black.  LOL. I never got around to calling anyone yesterday. I'll have to call Brett sometime before school starts and go do something with him. Otherwise he won't know about my hair cut!!! LOL. I want at least ONE person to at least recognize me right off the bat. LOL. I'll feel bad if no one recognizes me at all. But that's a good thing for them to not recognize me. I think that instead of styling it like it's supposed to be styled, I'll style it in REALLY wacky hairstyles. LOL. Like sticking all over the place like I have bed head or something. I already tried those looks and they look cool LOL. BRB, got to rense it out. AHHHH!!!! IT'S PERFECT!!!!! *squeals* I won't be able to take a picture for 2 days though. It's best not to put all kinds of hair products (moose, pomade, hairspray, etc.) in your hair after you've colored it for the first couple days after. LOL. But it turned out PERFECT. In certain lights it's a really dark brown and when the sun catches it, you can see redish and goldish highlights. AHHH!!! I'm so happy. Hehe. I'm lucky that I got the right color on first try. LOL. AHHH!!!! HEHE! I can't stop looking at my hair. It's just so different. I love it though. Last night I went to Wal-Mart and saw Jason Hubble (really gay whigger asshole... me and him had a "misunderstanding" in 7th grade and have been mortal enemies ever since. heh.) and he didn't recognize me. Hahaha. Otherwise he'd have made some rude/perverted comment. LOL. It was funny. I was walking with my mom (I'm surprised he didn't recognize her) and he gives me one of those nods boys give meaning "sup" or wahtever and then winked. LMFAO! I looked on ahead of me as if I didn't even see him to begin with. LMAO! He had this "WHAT THE FUCK???" look on his face. Bursted his little bubble, I did. Jason is a stuck up asshole who's VERY into himself. He thinks he's god's gift to women. In 7th grade he got his homeroom switched from Mrs. Gillen to Mrs. Knight (my homeroom) and he came up to me and was like "Hey, sup baby?" and smacked my ass. I smacked him upside the head and called him a "Fucking pathetic horny dog" and told him to get out of my face with his "Nasty ass teeth, lookin like he's been eating out of the toilet with them" Heh. So he said "Oh yeah? Well you need to look in a mirror!"  I'm sorry to break your little ego, hun, but I already have. PLENTY of times. Haha. That was the most retarded comeback I'd heard from a boy since like 3rd grade. I had expected him to call me a bitch or something, but oh well. LOL. Ever since then he tries to make snide, yet retarded comments at me whenever he sees me. I'm not even going to get started on Cody. *snort* That's just dumb as shit, but kinda funny. Anywho. Off the topic of retard boys that think they're all that. I now have like 8 days to read those two books. *gasp* MARKEASE IS GOING TO A DIFFERENT SCHOOL THIS YEAR!!!! ::sigh:: I really should be reading my book instead of online, but I'll loose interest in it in 5 minutes, so it's useless. My mom and I were supposed to go see Pirates of the Carribean tonight, but my dad had a call to go on instead. Hence, we didn't have a car to get there. But we'll go next week. Well, I better head off to try to read my book.
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Wow... My haircut went amazingly well. I have pics of it, but I'm too lazy to upload. LOL. It was so weird to take a shower last night. I'm used to having a HUGE palm full of shampoo, and I got that... which was just a little too much. LOL. And it's just so short whenever it's not styled. LOL. But it looks good. I'm very happy with it. Hmm... I haven't really gone on TFB much in the last couple days. I'm kind of sick of it. It's become very unruly lately. Not to mention not worth it. I wish someone was on AIM to talk to. It's so boring. I woke up at like 4:30 and couldn't get back to sleep. It's 6:03 A.M. right now. I need to set aside a day and devote it to READING. I now have 8 days to read those 2 books. And trust me, it can't be done. It can with Harry Potter, but these books are so boring I want to fucking kill myself while trying to read. Oh well. I'll just have to deal. I guess today will be one of my "reading" days to try and finish Part 2 at least in The Heart is a Lonely Hunter. Then tomorrow I'll read Part 3 (it's not but 10 pages long). Hmm... Then the day after that I can read Part 1 of Fahreinheight 451. Then Sunday or Monday I'll read Part 2. And then the day after that I'll read Part 3 if there is a Part 3... LOL. I don't think there is though. I'm kinda dreading going back to school. But at the same time I want to go back. I don't want to go back because James and his little friend Matt Hill who are obsessed with me. Gah. Those fucking jerks talk about me like I'm a piece of fucking red meat in the grocery store. And what's worse is they even SAY the shit to me. It's like they think it's "cool" to tell me that they were saying how "fucking hot and sexy" I am and naming off the different parts of my body they like and why. They also seem to think it's "cool" when they tell me how each of them would look good with me and arguing over who gets me first. THEN the fucker (James) has the fucking nerve to tell me "We'll decide for you who gets you first." UH.... NO. Ain't neither one of you getting me except for in your dreams. Stupid fuckwads. Hopefully they won't recognize me with my hair different. But since I'll be sitting with Brett, Andrew, Jancice, and Adam... they most likely will know it's me. But trust me, I won't hesitate to tell them that I don't like them and that they fucking disgust me. I don't care if it "breaks James's heart". Dumbass. That's another thing that drove me up a fucking wall. He always tried to feed me sob stories about how he's always getting his heart broken and that no girls love him or want him. WELL JEEZE! IF YOU FUCKING ACT LIKE THAT TO ALL THE GIRLS YOU KNOW, THEN NO FUCKING WONDER NONE OF THEM WANT YOU! Jesus Christ you fucking dumbass. Girls don't like boys that do nothing but pity themselves and bitch and moan about stuff that isn't even true. How do I know it's not true? All James EVER did was fucking LIE. It fucking pissed me off. He'd be making these stories up and at first it would sound reasonable... then he would keep going and going and going. I guess he thought he was loosing my interest cause I would just say "mhmm" and nothing more... Because his stories would get even wilder and wilder...... To the point where it most definitely was NOT true. Riiiiight James... of coarse a UFO was shooting laser beams at you while a polterguist was throwing pictures at you, WHILE your psycho neighbor was shooting at you. He must really think I'm stupid to believe that shit. And yet ANOTHER thing that bugged me was how he thought it made him sound cool to say he used to be addicted to cocaine and speed and other bullshit. First of all, I don't fucking believe he was addicted to anything more than weed. I KNOW he wasn't addicted to speed because the dumbshit said he "smoked" speed. Now I don't do speed, but I sure as hell know you don't smoke it. I do know that he does weed and shit because he usually REAKS of it. It's horrible smelling. His teeth are all yellow and I wouldn't doubt if they've got black spots on them by now. And another thing.... If I were you, I WOULDN'T be bragging about smoking weed, which is ILLEGAL, to the daughter of the woman that will be keeping your jail time in one year. Or less. He's always been talking about how he's 17 (and in the 10th grade... *snort*), so it's only a matter of time before he's 18. I've told my mom about how he's trying to say he does weed and speed and shit. I HOPED that she would fucking hint off the sheriff or something, but noooooo. That way I wouldn't have to fucking deal with him. Oh well. When he turns 18, I'ma fucking get a miniture audio recorder and record him saying some bullshit about smoking weed or whatever. Then I'ma send it to the sheriff's department with the dumbass's address and phone number. Possession of marajuiana can get you 3 months in jail. And his little friend Matt Hill... Eugh... They're both quite ugly, but Matt Hill is just FUGLY. He looks like a mix between a fat Dracula (with a receeding hair line) and Uncle Fester. Not to mention his teeth just BUGS me. And he's got the dorkiest accent I've ever heard. He's from Tennessee, but he's got one of those "mountain people" accents that everyone associates with Tennessee people. We don't sound that disgracefully southern and hick-ish.  And both of them stink like you will not believe!!! Gah. I don't even think they take showers. OH YEAH! Yet another thing that bugs me... James is always talking about how he can't find love and yadda yadda yadda. But the next second after that he's talking about how "last night him and some girl I've never heard of were making out and she spent the night and a little bit of 'something something' happened." Oh puh-lease. Yeah right. Then he keeps repeating himself about how I'll never find a guy other than him that doesn't care about sex. He repeats it like 50 times in a row even after I've shouted "OK, I KNOW YOU'RE THE ONLY GUY I'LL FIND THAT DOESN"T CARE ABOUT SEX!" By that time my dad's looking at me like I'm a lunatic and like he wants to strangle the boy on the other end of the line. But nooo... James still keeps going on and on about it. Well if you don't care about sex, then WHY THE FUCK DO YOU KEEP TALKING ABOUT HOW YOU DON'T CARE!?!?!? *Beep beep beep*  I detect a lie. Trust me... You don't not care about sex and talk about how you don't care about it for nearly an hour. But you do if you're nervous that the person you're saying it to knows you're lying. God. He's such a fucking dork too. He tries to fuckign follow me around like a fucking puppy dog. It annoys the fucking SHIT out of me. And ANOTHER thing (hopefully this is the last thing I remember) if how he thinks he's so fucking funny when...... he's the only one laughing. Dumbass. I think it's kinda saying something when you say something and YOU'RE the ONLY ONE laughing!!! Perhaps that... it's... NOT FUNNY. Apparently all that weed has clouded his mind. God... He makes me fuckign sick. I don't mind his friend so much as I do him. But his friend's just as bad once you get past that "shy" bullshit. I haven't been able to see it, but by the way they talk, I know he's just as bad. He's always trying to say he "smokes cigarettes" and how "needs a cigarrette right about now". Ooooh..... That just makes you such a big boy now, doesn't it? And if he's always talking about how hot and sexy I am and how he'll help decide who gets me first, then of coarse he's just as bad. He just has enough sense to keep his mouth shut. Oooh. Someone just broke a glass. Anyhow. They always told me "Never cut your hair." And the day I asked why they pulled out this gay ass e-mail forward that's the "Top 10 Things Guys Wish Girls Knew." Number 3 was "Never cut your hair." How gay. Well I sure as hell did cut my hair. I bet you they end up saying they like it more or that I look hotter or some bullshit. I know that as soon as they open their mouths about who gets me first, I'ma just say "Ain't neither one of you filthy rats getting me first." I can just picture it. James and Matt flocking behind me and talking on and on and on to me (even if I'm not listening) then saying "Oh yeah, we decided who gets you first! *big cheesy grin from James which makes you curl your lip in disgust and want to slap him*" *snort* I was just gonna lie and tell him that my "close friend Josh (in reality a close friend that I consider more like family that lives in IL) has a drug problem (which he doesn't yet but I wouldn't doubt if he gets one) and he came to visit... While he was visiting, he asked me to help him get clean and stay clean. And I made him promise me to stay away from any places that usually have drugs and what not. So he said "I promise... no I swear to you on my worthless momma's life (which she is worthless *cough*) that I won't touch another drug as long as you stay single." So I made the promise and he's stayed clean ever since... And I'm not breaking that promise." But no. I came up with the lie that "I'm grounded from the phone for the rest of the summer so I can't talk on the phone" instead. Haha. I guess I was too nervous that I'd trip up on my lie or something. And also I wouldn't have to talk to him for the rest of the summer if I did use that lie. ALSO, absolutely NO mentioning of my job at McDonalds can be tolerated when those two are around. I'm not having those fuckers coming to my work while I'm there. And if it slips that I have a job (Which I know James's face will light up and be like "Really??? Where???") so I'll tell him I work at Sonics or something... as long as it's FAR from McDonalds. Now back to the main point I started out with. Those two are the reasons I don't want to go back. Reasons I do want to go back to school are that it's the only way for me to see my real life friends, it gives me something to do, and..... that's about it. This year I actually want to join Art Club and Drama Club. I'm not going to Guitar club cause I have to deal with James being there. James is too fucking stupid to be in a play or complete a task in Art Club. He's good at drawing, yeah, but not if it's something he's told to draw. Another thing I don't like about school is that if you don't know someone in your 3rd block class (you go to lunch during 3rd block and what your 3rd Block class is determines your lunch period) then you won't know who to sit with. I hope there's someone I know/like in my Biology class. It's first lunch, I know that for sure. But the bad thing is, is that if you have first lunch, then you go straight from homeroom to the lunch room, meaning that you don't know who's in your class. I'm going to have to call around and see if anyone has Biology or some form of science 3rd block. No body would have anything in the metal building, so I wouldn't know about that. Second semester, I have Family and Consumor Science 3rd block. That's either 2nd or 3rd lunch. Cause it's on the Math Hall and half the Math Hall has 2nd lunch, and half has 3rd. I know that I at least have 2nd block for 1st and 2nd semester with Porshea. Which is good. Hmm... I still have to IM Markease some time and ask him what classes he got. I think me and Keshia got one class together, but I'm not sure. I was so excited about all my new classes that day that I couldn't concentrate on the classes matching up. Oh my. I don't really like my schedule for 1st semester too well. I have to walk certain distances in traffic jammed hallways in 6 minutes time, but it'll take more than 9 or 10. -.- Not to mention that since I have Art I 4th block and it's ALL the way across the building from the bus ramp, I'll most likely miss the bus. But 2nd semester is good cause everything is all around each other (like within 3 classrooms from each other). I wonder if I'll have Famliy and Consumor science with Matt Forbes... Gah. I still have a crush on him, not matter how much of an ass he is. His birthday is in August, but I don't know what day. Not like I'm getting him anything. I'm halfway tempted to call Jennifer today and ask her what her schedule is. She'd probably act all rude and hatefull. I really don't care. I think I will. I'll call around 2 in the afternoon so I know for sure that she's awake. I need to Call Tasha too. And Morgan. Ummm... Let me think of other people... Kristin... Ummm... I can't think of anyone else. I'm not calling Matt F. to ask what classes he got. I don't want him thinking I'm still stuck on him. Hmmm... I already know Brett's schedule cause he told me, and Brandon too. I don't have any classes with them. I don't know if Brett will be able to come to the movies with us when we see Pirates of the Carribean cause he's got the Sernuto's staying with him, but I don't know for how long. We were supposed to all go this Sunday (me, my mom, and him), but I had to work from 2-9. So I wasn't able to go. Me and my mom are planning to go "ladies night" so it's half off (even though I have a ticket for it). I think it's Tuesday or Wednesday, but I'm not sure. Oh well. I'll call the movie hotline today and find out. Cause they always advertise it. I can just go onto the maury county website to find out movie show times. Man, last time I wanted to see House of 1000 corpses and first of all that website wasn't working... and second of all. Our theater wasn't even playing it!!!!  Oh well. I know for sure they're playing PIrates of the Carribean because they have 2 different theaters showing it. I wanted to color my hair darker, but my mom says that when my hair is styled, it brings out the highlights. Yeah... it kinda does... It makes it kinda blondish lookign rather than dark brown like it usually does. Or rather, used to. Hopefully this Friday I can get both gell and hair dye. Gell will make my hair hold together better. LOL. I have pomade, but It leaves your hair kinda sticky/grease feeling. Not like greasy hair feeling, but like grease that comes in the little jar that you dip your fingers into... usually for mechanics and what not. Well THAT kind of grease. We'll have to go to the store soon cause we're running low on shampoo. AHH!!! I can't wait to see the reation on people's faces when they see I've cut all my hair off. LOL. Everyone's so used to seeing me with long hair and being insulted by the idea of cutting it more than an inch. LOL. Well Brandon can't talk about wanting to cut my hair anymore. But I bet you he still will. He'll talk about wanting to cut it ALL of or saying "It can still be shorter." Sometimes I can't stand Brandon. No, MOST times I can't stand Brandon. It's very rare that he's actually serious about things and isn't trying to tell off your business or get you hooked up with some ugly dude or one you don't know. And trust me... he does that a LOT. HEY! Now Mitchell won't recognise me!!! I wrote him a letter the day before school ended saying I thought he was hot as hell or whatever. He could only identify me by my hair. Haha. And if I dye it... It'll definitely be a diguise for me. I can't wait till my rents go to work. I'ma get my hair wet again and try styling it on my own (seeing how well it works over and how much practice I'll need. LOL. I bet you it won't turn out any good whenever I'm in a hurry for school, or getting ready for school. It's just not my luck.. ::sigh:: OH yeah. I forgot to write about my time Sunday. Haha. See, Rachel (one of the girls that works at the Trotwood McDonalds, but works nightshift) was working as Presenter there. Hahaha. Well, we were all playing the "Rachel Game" which was where you wrote your name and number on a napkin and if the dude was cute, Rachel would put the napkins in the person's bag. LMAO. Well, Rachel instead of trying to give my napkin to a random drive by customer, was trying to get me and Lee hooked up. Hahaha. Lee is fucking HOT, but I'm not about to tell him when I have to work with him. lol. I don't know if she really did give him my number or not. She probably did. LOL. He'll just get a busy signal anyway. I've learned my lesson as far as telling boys that they're hot.... Whatever you do, NEVER tell a boy you think he's hot. It just makes things worse. If he doesn't like you, then it'll make him tell all his friends so they can make fun of you OR he'll laugh at you. If he does like you, then it'll embarrass him. If he doesn't know you, he'll either forget about you, remember you as "the freak who thinks I'm hot" or opt to be your friend, but nothing more. That's how it is with Matt F. He said he wouldn't mind getting to know me, but he didn't say it in a way that sounded as if he actually wanted to. So he got to know me and then his girlfriend got jealous that I was trying to steal him from her (WTF??? I knew I didn't have a chance with him once he told me he had a girlfriend, that's why in my second letter I said "I Figured you'd have a girlfriend, but I'd like to get to know you as a friend.") so she made him stop talking to me for nearly a month. That got me really depressed though becaue I had still really liked him. Then after that he all tries being buddy buddy with me again. *snort* I was mean at first, but everyone kept telling me to drop the grudge and be nice to him. So I did and we became somewhat of friends again. He hasn't called any this summer, so no big loss. Of coarse if he did call he'd just get a busy signal. ::sigh:: I should get going now that my rents have finally left. TOODLES.
Update: I took my pic and uploaded it. This is how I have it styled today, but it's supposed to look better (i got crappy styling products).
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The new moderators had been chosen quite a while ago, the reason we said we didn't want anymore was because we had already chosen them but we were waiting for confirmation from them and also giving them the rules etc for moderating before the became actual moderators.
Also when choosing moderators there is a lot more to consider than just who has been here the longest etc but also where in the world they are, we dont want all the moderators from the US otherwise during the hours when the US is asleep there is no-one moderating the board. Also warnings play a part in picking moderators, we usually pick people who have not had any warnings.
But I'm sure we will be looking for more in the future or when the current moderators decide to leave.
That's what Francis wrote back to me. Like I said... I'll never be a mod. Oh well. And did you see that? Trying to rub in my face that I've got warnings. Asshole. I'm kinda in a pissy mood this morning. Morgy's decided to leave TFB for good. I hope she decides to come back. I'm not going to name any of the names she mentioned... But she said that someone was saying some really rude things about her (and to her) that she found really hurtful. I would have too. TFB's just starting to become not worth it. The mods are out of control. Excluding Missy. They delete threads just because they don't agree with them or because they don't like the person. Gah. It's pissing me off. And to think Francis chose "responsible mods". The only really responsible one I see is Missy. Harrie can be too, but she seems to close threads just because they "annoy" her and what not. :/ That's abusing your power. I kinda feel like leaving TFB, but then I won't have anything to do online. :( Not to mention that TFB is just about the only way for me to talk with some of my friends on there. Seeing as they don't have a LJ or Xanga or MSN or Yahoo (which I don't sign onto) or AIM. Ugh. And Christy stopped trying to spam, but NOW she actually visits every forum and posts in every thread so she can get her posts count up. That IS spamming. The dumbass. Gah. I'm just seriously pissed off right about now.
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Saturday, July 19th, 2003
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Haha. I had to work from 10-4 today. GUESS WHO WAS THERE!!! LARRY!!!!!!!!!!!!! You know what I found out? Larry is married. O.O And he has two kids. O.O A boy that looks nothing like him and has blonde hair... and a girl that looks EXACTLY like him (without the gray hairs coming in). They're around 6-8 I'd say. Oh yeah. I have to work from 2 pm to 9 pm at the Bear Creek Pike McDonalds tomorrow. -.- Fun, fun, fun. Oh well. More money. I decided on a final hairstyle.
This is the pic I took last night. LoL.
This was taken about 3 hours ago to show Amanda exactly how long my hair is now. Ignore the vulgar message on my ass. Heh.
This is the style I'm getting when it's actually styled.
This is it when it's not styled.
Another not styled.
This is basically the same style but with a neat little "alfalfa" thingy as Raina called it. LoL.
To tell you the truth, I like the unstyled version better. I SOO can't wait till I get my hair cut now. As you can see, it'll be a DRASTIC change. Oh yeah... And my hair is NOT normally red. It's the light in my room that makes red highlights stick out. Anywho... My hair isn't curly either. It's kinda curly/wavy now because I had it in a bun for 7 hours... go figure. Anyway... *is excited* What I thought would be a bad situation with the hair dresser, I hope will be good. I'm actually wanting to get my hair cut now that I got a style I like. I want to get it colored too, but I dunno. I don't think my mom would go for that. She might if I offer to pay for it. Obviously I mean over the counter stuff, not professional. Pfft. Definitely not professional. I want either dark brown like Sarah Michelle Gellar's hair was in Cruel Intentions or black. Either/or. If I get black then I'm going to be tempted to get colored chunks in it. Like red or something. We'll see. My stomach's been hurting for 3 days in a row. :/ If it doesn't get any better by Tuesday, then I'll tell my mom about it. Most likely I'll have to see the doctor or something. The only problem I really have is with sinus (and I tend to get sick to my stomach alot... no comment) and that I'm anemic. Yeah, sinus can make my stomach hurt (like when it's draining or something), but my sinuses aren't acting up right now. And Anemia doesn't make your stomach hurt. Well it can, but not without headaches and dizzyness/light-headedness. We'll see. Hmm... Today I got a letter from Chrissy and a letter/card from Kelly. I still have to write to Ashy, Kelly, Raina, Chrissy, Deanna, Amanda, the navy guy (lmao), and Kayla. Kayla is on the last of my list of priorities... Yeah she's my family, but I'm starting to get fed up with her. She writes me letters about how she wants to fuck Tom Felton and how 16 is the legal age of consentual sex or wahtever in England. Eugh... And to think she's got a fiance. Oh yes, she writes about him too. About how they "fuck like rabbits." Or was it "boink"... I prefer not to think about it. God. She's broked up with/gotten back together with him like 50 times already. My god... I don't like talking trash about my famliy or friends, so I'm just going to leave it at that. Wow... My parents have been at Wally World for like 2 hours. O.O Probably looking at the movies without me. ::sigh:: Oh well. I tried getting my mom to get The Outsiders on DVD along with all 4 of the Lethal Weapon movies. But Noooooooooooooo. She doesn't like the Outsiders or Lethal Weapon. *scoff* How can you not like it??? Oh wow. Speak of the devil, they're home. Or else the dog is a dumbass barking for no reason. OH YEAH! My dog got bit by the snake.  HAHAHA. The fucking dumbass. I wish the snake would have strangled the mother fucker. I hate dogs. And mine is just so fucking retarded you WANNA kill her. Gah. I hate animals. I tend to take a liking for evil animals or cold blooded ones. What do I mean by evil? Well, I once had a hamster that I named "Kirby." He was a New Guinea Hamster (small and VERY adorable and they look kinda like gofers/chipmunks in the face). Anyway. He was cute as can be... If you stuck your finger in there to let him smell you (so he's not scared), then he would sniff, scoot back and in the flash of an eye (by this time you had looked up or something, just away from the Hamster) he would suddenly fly out and bite your finger. I mean it hurt like HELL when that hamster bit. We called him Kirby the Hamster from Hell. He was my angel. Sadly he died from having seizures in his cage. I was sad when he died. Then there's Jakey the rat. She's still alive, but she likes to bite you for no reason. If you stick your hand remotely close she'll bite you, if she can still get to you, she'll run up and bite you. She'll even try to bite throught he bars on her cage. Sweet thing. There's a few other Hell Bound animals I had, but I care not to discuss them. It saddens me to think about them. Oh well. ::sigh:: I don't feel like writing anymore, so I'll post this.
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| Time: | 9:24 pm. |
| Mood: |  jealous. | | Music: | Harvey Danger - Authenticity. |
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TFB has yet MORE mods. Celebmir and Anja. ::sigh:: I really wanted to be a mod... But oh well. Oh my. ::sigh:: I just sent Francis a PM. I'm so childish and selfish. But what can you expect from someone who was raised as an onlychild? Oh well. This is what it says:
I know you're probably getting a lot of pm's about people becoming mods, and I'm sorry if this makes you mad in anyway. It's just that after Alper, you said that you had enough mods for then. And after Alper you got 4 or 5 MORE mods. Two of the mods haven't been here as long as I have and many people said Alper got to be a mod because he's good with computers. Well, I'm really good with computers also. I guess you can say I'm "jealous" or what not... I only ask for your consideration if you plan on getting yet another mod. I'd really like the responsibility and I want a reason to follow the rules. As much as TFB has given to me, I only want to give that much and more back. Thank you for reading, and sorry for wasting your time if you didn't want to read it. :/
-- Kandi
*snort* Like he's going to consider me. I'd probably be the last on his list of people for mods. Why? Because I'm rude to newbies. I'm rude to non-newbies who aren't my friend. I spam. I curse a lot. I start/get into fights. I have a warning. And he probably doesn't like me to begin with. Even if he doesn't consider me for mod, it won't matter. I'm supposed to be on 2,900 posts by the end of today and right now I'm only at 2,662. Grr.... I'm getting a headache... which is rare for me. But today my stomach's been hurting in a really odd way. It honestly feels like I have a hole in one of my internal organs or something. My mom's trying to get all pissed off because I won't go to Food Lion with her. Too fucking bad. She just want me to carry the stuff. Lazy asswipe. My mom conveniently scheduled a meeting with some hair stylist for me on Monday at 5:15. I don't even know how I want to cut my hair. I'm wanting to get ALL the blonde out... but I kinda want it short, but at the same time I don't want it short. I really don't know how I want my hair done. I guess I might IM a couple people on how I should get my hair cut. :/ I dunno. Dammit. I took a pic, but now my camera's battery is exauhsted so I have to wait before I can upload it onto my computer. Oh well. I'll charge it for 20 minutes and then try uploading. hmmm... 10 more minutes to go. I have to work tomorrow. Bleh. From 10-4. I'd rather work from like 7-2 or something. I can't think of anything to write so I'll just sit here and wait... LoL. AHA! A full 2 hours later and I've gotten the damn thing uploaded AND possible pictures scanned. LoL. Well I'll be going for tonight.
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Thursday, July 17th, 2003
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I'm kinda pissed off. I had a nice long entry written out when my computer decides to be a shithead and restart itself on me. -.- I was, in the least to say, not happy. Oh well. Today I watched a movie called "Splendor in the Grass" which was really good. It's kinda sad but I liked it. Hmm... then I got online and talked to Nick. Hmm... Then Melia came online and I was talking to her. Oh my god, it was hilarious. Her and Jessa want Godchildren from Nick and I. LMAO! And she was interrogating him about it. LMAO! He didn't get it so I said "He's blonde..." so she said to him "Are you blonde?" and he said "ummm yeah" LMFAO! He still didn't get it. LoL. Nick's so adorable. LoL. Yes, we can say crush. -.- Nick got my letter today too. The only thing about it is that it was post marked Chicago. :/ Dunno what that's all about. Normally it'd be post marked in Nashville or something. Oh well. Oh yeah! In the Melia vs. Nick convo, Nick thought she meant for us to have children in REAL life. Hahahaha.
GoCrAzY713 (3:14:54 PM): well, it's kinda difficult to do right now
GoCrAzY713 (3:15:07 PM): LOL
GoCrAzY713 (3:15:24 PM): well, even if kandi and i decided we did want to have kids, i'm still in college, and she's still in high school, and we don't really live nearby each other
LMAO. ^.^ So adorable. Anywho. I finally changed my colors to Slytherin. It's not completely Slytherin, but get over it if it bothers you that badly. Hmm... Oh yeah. Samantha, the poser that posed as Tom (skippedtomf and the tomfelton xanga) for more than a year, got a livejournal today... -.- I found that out from her newest xanga. She's so conceited. Oh well. Hmm... I mowed the lawn today. What jolly good fun. Note my sarcasmn. These 3 skater dudes were skateboarding by when I was mowing part of the front lawn... and they kept staring, nodding at me, smirking, and mumbling amost each other. Jerk offs. I gave them the evil eye and they sure did roll away quickly. Heh. They were all Mexican. o.O Those Mexicans have it in for me. Haha. Anyway. Mexicans creep me out and I'll leave it at that. Hmmm... After I mowed the lawn I got on the net again for another hour or so... Then I ate dinner quickly. It wasn't much because my mom forgot to cook potatoes. So as an excuse to have more to eat, I convinced her to watch Lost Boys with me... again. LoL. I've seen it like 5 times in the last 2 days. I used the last of the popcorn butter too. Oh well. They'll just have to get more the next time they're at Food Lion. Hmmm... Not much has happened since then. Nope... nothing at all. Well, I'll be going.
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Wednesday, July 16th, 2003
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'Ello! Ah. I finally figured it out! Goody for me. LoL. Hehe. Sarah helped me with how to put people on the friend list. Thanks again Sarah! *hugs* Anywho... I'm not sure I like the color scheme... so I'll probably mess around with the colors later. I wish we could have backgrounds on this thing. LoL. TFB's boring right now... Oh well. Today was pay day. I got $203.37  Yay for money... Anywho. I took $40 out of it (for lunch money and when me and my mom go to the movies to see PotC:CotBP)... So I have $196.44 in my bank account. LoL. I had a previous check of $33.07. Just so you don't think I have poor math skills... LoL. I say "LoL" a lot. I suddenly have a burst of Slytherin Pride. Haha. I think I will decorate my journal in Slytherin Colors. My god.. I'm so obsessed with Harry Potter. Oh well. I hope Harry dies in the end. O.O Yes, I did just say the main character... My mom looks at me like I'm crazy when I say I want Harry to die in the end. I'm sick of all these "I LOVE TOM" threads. And the threads talking about wanting to go stalk Tom. WHO GIVES A SHIT??? I most certainly don't. Of coarse I'm getting sick of half the members there. Well not really half, but there's so many it seems like half. Mainly the newbies are getting on my last nerve. A few other people who I won't say are annoying me too... but they're not newbies. I dont want to start a conflict back up, so I'm not mentioning any names. But that's just me... There's nothing to do today. I watched Lost Boys earlier... That movie's great. But now I have nothing to do. I really should be reading my summer reading books because I only have 15 days to read 2 BORING books and be able to spare time for the net (usually around 10 hours worth of net time). ::sigh:: My mom finally turned on the air conditioner, thank GOD. The only problem with it is that the air doesn't circulate around the corner into my room. So while every other room on the top floor of the house is air conditioned, my room is still burning hot. Gah to that... OOH!!!! I SPOKE TO SOON! I can feel a perfect breeze coming right through my door into my room. XD Hehehe. It won't last long I'll bet. I'm such a hypocrite. -.- I gripe about others spamming and I do it myself. LoL. I fell out of my chair earlier... See, I'm tired of having my chair super low so the keyboard slide out can go over the arms that are on the chair. So I took one (and only) arm off my chair (I only had one because the other kept getting loose no matter how tight I put the screws in so I took it off) so I could have it raised up high. WELL, I'm so used to having my arm rest there... I always lean on it. So I leaned to my right (where it usually is), expecting to be stopped by the arm rest... But then... *gasp* I fell over. o.o LoL. It's kinda funny now that I think about it... but oh well. I just finished the 2nd chapter of my fanfic. It's LOOOONG. I did spell check/grammar check on it (since I typed it up on Microsoft Word) and all, but I want to read through it anyway to make sure there's nothign I want to change or there's nothing that doesn't make sense. Hmmm... I'm supposed to be at 2,700 posts by the end of this day, according to my 100 posts a day goal. But I don't think I'm going to even make it to 2,600... Damn my mom for making me watch some movie with her... -.- I'll just have to find some thread to spam in... hmmm... LoL. There I go again, being my usual hypocritical self. I can't wait till Emma gets back. I think she's supposed to be on vacation. It's so unlively without her in the chats. And Kelly told me Deanna took a day's worth of self-grounding from the internet to spend time with her sister. So I don't think we'll have our usual evening chat tonight. Oh yeah. I made a neat little David Bowie avy for Missy earlier today. I like it. I'd use it for myself, but since Missy likes David more than I do, I decided to give it to her. I want to audition for a movie. No movie in particular.. just a movie. LoL. I guess it'd be another excuse to be away from home and away from my mom. I want to move to move to Illinois with my grandmother and go to school there but my mom doesn't want me to leave. She doesn't want me to leave because she wants someone to illegally force into slavery. *snort* Tough luck for her. LoL. Well, I can't think of anything else to say... so I'll go. Au Revior.
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I just got this damn thing and I'm trying to figure out how to use it. LoL. The colors are making me mad... -.- <---- Does that look happy to you???? Anyway... I'll go now.
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